i used to watch that but idk lost interest. not that i hated it but im weird with sticking w shows
i know, i don’t like following up with most reality tv, but i enjoy watching the creations without all the drama.
so i think i pissed my mother off… just the vibes have been low.
4 yrs ago, i got my driver license (not something i wanted, my parents wanted it for me) and they bought me a modified van (wheelchair accessible) it cost a lot. A LOT. again, i was content taking public transportation. really. through an agency, there was a discount etc, but the van itself was $$$.
anyway, I DO NOT LIKE TO DRIVE. in new york city, no one gives a crap if you want to follow all the rules of the road (which i did)
driving gave me great anxiety because my mother drives extra careful, while my father doesn’t give an eff. so i get mixed signals on what to do.
ALSO, I’M A LIBRA. Insurance companies state that we are the worst because we can’t make up our minds which is necessary for defensive driving. NOTE: My father is a Libra too.
anyway, my mother is selling the van back to the vendor, who isn’t giving at least half of the van’s value…
i say all this because i’m 27, unemployed (although i volunteer my time) living at home and single. and disabled.
getting a job is difficult because i don’t come across as “confident” to perspective employers (i know my shit, i don’t like to brag about it)
independence (the financial kind) is overrated to me and i want to find a guy who has traditional values (i want to be a stay at home wife/mother)
i don’t suit career-woman well, and i feel guilty about that. every other woman is doing it for themselves, and i don’t feel i have the right to ask for assistance from a man. it sounds “gold-diggerish” even though my situation calls for someone to take care of me in the long-term.
excited for face off season 7 premiere tonight!